It has been over a year since I opened this account and in that time I have only made 11 journal entries, 15 deviations, and 4 scraps. perhaps it is time I sat down and created something huh?

here is a mini update on me:

I got another promotion at work in december,
I am still with the best woman for me and she will be coming up to my house in may and we WILL be together on our one year anniversary!
I am almost done paying off my debts! I only owe on school loans and my mother
I am going to see Nine Inch Nails on May 22nd in Atlanta
I am moving to Georgia on June 6th
I just recently turned 21 which would have been exciting if I liked alcohol and its effects on me.

I had a pretty good party though for my 21st. I had one of my friends from england fly here as well as a friend from connecticut, california, and washington! they stayed the weekend and I am still cleaning up after it! I have been procrastinating and working so that's why. I am going to use what is left of tonight and tomorrow before I have to work again to clean.

I have been in and out of a crushing depression for the last several months. It is one of those depressions where you don't know what you are depressed about and it just zaps you of all the energy you have. One where you just loathe everything and so you do nothing so you won't have some piece of artwork, or poem that you hate and reminds you of how bad you really are at doing what you like doing.

I cut 10+inches off my hair yesterday which, hours later, made me even more depressed than I already was, but I finally got a decent nights rest and I don't feel so bad. I probably should get my head checked but I don't have the time or money to do that just now and by the time I will I won't need it because I will have my own kickass computer and be with the woman I love and I will have a new job, have my own transportation, and life will once again be new and exciting! or so I hope anyway.

and on that note, back to cleaning!!!!